Sunday, December 31, 2006
Depressing.
had one of my really bad crying sessions last night.
they have been getting worse just like the monsoons but unlike the monsoons mine aint because of the stupid climate changes due to the ignorance of us the stupid human race.
well one phrase pop into my head and guess what it was?.
yes it was part of a song.
lets slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful.
sounds familiar?
probably not.
anyways.
i thought it prefectly captued what i was feeling.
i never thought it was possible to feel like that.
thought it was just some thought up emo lyrics of some song but i guess u can actually feel that way.
slit my wrists?.
common feeling.
burning down something beautiful?
something i really wanted to do yesterday.
whoever wrote those lyrics i appluade you.
fabulously written.
3:37 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
todays a good day :)
had dunkin donuts
and they were delicious!!!!
yumyum.
wonder how since they are not sold in singapore?
wel..
im not telling!!
hees.
the cream ones were the best..
yum..
like em cold.
hees.
cant show u guys a pic.
haven figured out whats wrong yet.
it was like heaven..
um..
finished reading five people you meet in heaven
and your heaven in the book is like the place u truly want to be.
i know my heaven will have donuts :)
hahas.
especially chocolate ones..
hmm..
anyways.
my mum.
broke.
my fan.
yes sir ree she broke my fan.
well she didnt actually break it on purpose or anything.
she just sort of tried to move it and the head simply fell off.
hahas.
was pretty funny.
my fan looks kinda cool rite now.
sorry i cant show u guys a pic again.
anyways.
got a new fan!!
yeah.
its like black and all and looks so stylo milo and has a remote.
happy happy me :)
oh and its wind speed 1 is like my previous fan's windspeed 3 la.
hahas.
nvr realised how lousy my previous fan was.
with a gd fan like that and my friends all back safe and sound in singapore i can have a good's night slp and hopefully i'll be allowed to go for the bbq tmr.
hope i can go.
missed out on alot of stuff lately with parental restrictions and all.
poor me huh?
so i hope and can get out some and catch up with ppl and stuff.
sorry people whom i told i was going for some outing or something but didn turn up.
i really thought i could go.
but den a sudden change in weather apparently changed my parents moods, minds and personalites too.
it cant be helped. really sorry.
i promise i'll try to make it the next time. :]
so heres me singing off today in a gd mood hoping that tmr my mood will be better (meaning i'll be able to go for the bbq :] )
11:03 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
tomorrow is the day i've been waiting for.
and its..
coming soon!
its actually TOMORROW!
happy happy =)
11:00 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
today is fri.
tmr is sat.
the day aft is sun!
whoopie!
can wait.
i cant wait.
i just simply cant wait.
finally.
sun is here.
someone is elated :]
today my bro got a phone.
6070.
is that good?
or bad?
never heard of it till today.
anyways.
he is like so over excited over it and being all irritating.
ohwells.
its all in the days work for a sister to be understanding yeah?
(elder sisters out there would know)
besides that.
i watched a show on arts central yesterday
something about duno what sexes tingy.
den they did this social experiment to like try and match up couples and stuff.
pretty in intresting.
and like from that one experiment alone they could tell that guys were attraced to girls ( physically ) with a large waist to hip ratio and girls to guys with height. ( based on first impressions ).
is that true?
ask yourselfs bahs.
have fun observing!
9:48 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
its half over.
thats just great.
just another eternity to get through.
well i tried to make use of my time.
the word is tried
managed to find a few newspaper articles for my geog project.
less then half thats required though.
oh plus i read one of the english hol reading programme books.
proud to say i finshed the other already! :] (didn read that today though)
anyways.
have to thank some friends for helping me like not die of absolute boredem and like lonliness.
thank you! (u guys know who u are)
anyways.
trying to be more positive and get through this.
i can get through this!
im tough!
yeah!
hahas.
5 more days.
i can do it.
i will survive.
8:28 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
6
more
days.
THINK OF ME
CHRISTINE: Think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye
Remember me once in a while please promise me you'll try
When you find that once again you long to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me...
We never said our love was evergreen or as unchanging as the sea
But if you can still remember, stop and think of me
Think of all the things we've shared and seen
Don't think about the way things might have been...
Think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned
Imagine me, trying too hard to put you from my mind
Recall those days. Look back on all those times. Think of the things we'll never do
There will never be a day when I won't think of you...
RAOUL: Can it be? Can it be Christine? Bravo!
Long ago, it seems so long ago. How young and innocent we were.
She may not remember me, but I remember her...
CHRISTINE: Flowers fade, the fruits of summer fade. They have their season, so do we.
But please promise me that sometimes, you will think of... me!
5:01 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
omg
omg
oh my goodness!!!
guess who just called?!?!
gosh i cant believe it!
i thought i was like getting dillusional or something like after 3,4 days?
hahas.
im really lousy.
yipee yeah yeah!
im like so happy now.
if im happy and i noe it say ... :)
but i guess i do kinda like miss him more now.
somemore hes like sick la.
hias.
hope hes gets better real soon.
still got more than half of his hols ahead of him to enjoy.
anyways.
im still pretty happy a girl rite now.
xkcaum
someone reminded me yesterday that 'absence makes the heart grow fonder'
3:08 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
last night.
was the second night.
i cant take it much longer.
i cried.
ya.
so i guess i cant take it anymore.
marshmellow update: first packet -fully digested.
that means i need more that means..
i need you to come back so u can give me more!
come back pronto. PLEASE?
FOOD FACT!!! >> food no matter wad kind. carbs, proteins etc cannot cure that empty feeling in the pit of your stomach. it will only and i stress WILL ONLY make things WORSE!
6:32 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
hey.
here to revive my blog.
yet again.
hias. everyone's leaving me.
mhy does everyone have to go overseas at the same time?.
this sucks.
so lonely.
i wanna go out!!
a full week at home with the possibility of something exciting happenning to me set to as little at the possibility of mars crashing down on earth.
i m going to d i e.
10days. why so long?.
go holiday must go so long.
den i here in singapore damn diff lehs.
just nice the 10 days clash with my cca hol week dat means i have totally nothing to do!
plus i cant go out.
wad the dicky.(learnt that from the dic tionary. its a british expression i tink)
owells.
wonder how long i can keep this blog up.
anyways.
got loads of pics but cant put dem up sadly.
com got some funny prob plus my tagboard got prob too so i took it off first.
wonder if anyone is even reading this.
owells.
doesn really matter.
just bored.
trying to fill the emptiness left behind that will probably last more than a week.
owells.
thats it for now.
sighing off with a sigh *hias..*
2:57 PM
